#4- Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?

So it's been a busy day for me today, I almost forgot to post but decided I could probably use it.

I was thinking about friendships today. And how you think you can rely on some forever, you are certain of it. Yet I have the shittiest luck with best friends. They come and go. And those that are consistent, well I guess they were busy picking someone else for their number one spot. So who do I have left? A lot of maybe friends that are conditionally available for a period of time. Shit, how did this happen?

I know its been a tough couple of months from me. A lot of extreme life changes. I put on this happy face to my friends and even myself. But shit has been hard on me too. I know a lot of people are like "whoa girl, you're life is so amazing", no not really. According to my plan, I wasn't supposed to be having so much free time to travel, I wasn't supposed to be babysitting as a job, I wasn't supposed to figure out who I could really rely on.

I know everything happens for a reason, I know that the life I have ahead of me will be worth it. But sometimes, its hard to remember that.

Gym:  none, too busy of a day

Food: good, mostly. a few mishaps here and there, but they were mostly small

Burn: 2655

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Oh brother I can't, I can't get through

I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do

Oh brother I can't believe it's true

I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you

Oh I wanna talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see

In the future where will I be?

You can climb a ladder up to the sun

Or write a song nobody has sung

Or do something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?

Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?

Tell me how do you feel?

Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak

And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see

In the future where will I be?

You can climb a ladder up to the sun

Or a write a song nobody has sung

Or do something that's never been done

Do something that's never been done

So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk

And you feel like you're going where you've been before

You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored

Nothing's really making any sense at all

Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk

Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk